I'd Love To Do Something Dark, Something

I Felt Like God Was Giving Me A Chance To Assist In A Miracle. There Is Something So Relieving About Life Taking Over You Like That. You're Playing A Part In A Much Bigger Show. And That's What Life Is. It's The Greatest Show On Earth.

There's Plenty Of Days When I'm Like 'oh God, Why?' But That's Just Life. It's Every Job, Not Just Mine. Every Moment Is Not Perfect. But It's Definitely More Good Times Than Bad. You Can't Even Compare. And When I'm On Stage It Feels Incredible.

Being Pregnant Was Very Much Like Falling In Love. You Are So Open. You Are So Overjoyed. There's No Words That Can Express Having A Baby Growing Inside Of You So, Of Course, You Want To Scream It Out And Tell Everyone.

I Felt Very Maternal Around Eight Months. And I Thought I Couldn't Become Any More Until I Saw The Baby... But It Happened During My Labor Because I Had A Very Strong Connection With My Child. I Felt Like When I Was Having Contractions, I Envisioned My Child Pushing Through A Very Heavy Door. And I Imagined This Tiny Infant Doing All The Work, So I Couldn't Think About My Own Pain... We Were Talking. I Know It Sounds Crazy, But I Felt A Communication.

I Have Two Different Sides To My Personality. I Decided To Give My Fans What They Want And Who They Are Used To Who Is The Person In All The Videos And The Person In 'crazy In Love' Who Is Sasha Fierce. I Have Someone Else Takes Over When Its Time For Me To Work And When I'm On Stage.