For Me, A Landscape Does Not Exist

For Almost Two Months Now I've Been Struggling Away With No Result.

My Life Has Been Nothing But A Failure.

What Is It That's Taken Hold Of Me, For Me To Carry On Like This In Relentless Pursuit Of Something Beyond My Powers?

I Will Bring Lots Of Studies Back With Me So I Can Work On Some Big Things At Home.

Every Day I Discover More And More Beautiful Things. It’s Enough To Drive One Mad. I Have Such A Desire To Do Everything, My Head Is Bursting With It.