Even Good People Are Obliged To Deceive.

I Know Too That We Americans Like To Think Of Ourselves As Cleaner Than Clean, A Healthy Nation Who Would Never Take Anything When A Recent Poll Suggested That 65 Per Cent Of The Population Would Risk Dying In 10 Years If They Would Be Guaranteed Olympic Gold.

Racing Is A Very Selfish, Self-centred, Self-glorifying Thing. My Wife's Life For 14 Years Was Centered Around Me. It Was All About Me. It Was All For My Ego.

Sincere Apologies Are For Those That Make Them, Not For Those To Whom They Are Made.

Even Good People Are Obliged To Deceive.

I Wanted To Be Seen As A Good Person, And Never Wanted To Let People Down, But I Found It Hard To Handle The Fame Or Adulation. I Didn't Feel Worthy Of It. I Was Ashamed By Who I Thought I Was Because I Felt Partly Responsible [for The Abuse] And I Was Never Able To Enjoy The Stuff I Should Have Been Able To Enjoy. My First Thought When I Won The Tour Was: 'my God, I'm Going To Be Famous', And Then I Thought, 'he's Going To Call'. I Was Always Waiting For That Phone Call. I Lived In Fear That Anyone Would Ever Find Out.