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I Was Very Ashamed Of Seeing A Therapist Because I Thought Only Crazy People Went, And Then, After About Nine Years, I Asked Him, 'well, Was I Really Crazy?' And He Nodded And Said, 'you Were But Not Any More.'

I Come From A Violent Background. So I Became Hard. I Realised That I Had Made Myself That Way To Deal With A Feeling Of Abandonment And Shame.

I Started To Shortcircuit Because I Had High Aspirations For The Film. I Never Told Anybody That.

Years Ago I Realized That Maybe I Made Mistake, Politically, When I Turned A Lot Of That Stuff Down. I Would Go Off To Obscure Places And Make Movies That Six People Went To See.

I Had Some Things I Had To Fix. It Took Me 14 Years To Do It. But It Was Never Really Fun Back In The Day To Work With Directors Who Were A Lot Older And Were Like Authoritarian And Talking To You Like That.