The Realism Frightens Me More Than The

My Parents Found Tradition And Ritual Very Important, Because They Were Both Brought Up That Way And Found Comfort In It. They Thought It Was Important For Children To Be Kept On A Schedule. You Went Home For The Holidays, You Went To Mass On Sunday - No Ifs, Ands, Or Buts. That Was Ingrained In Me From A Very Young Age, And I Think That's Informed Who I Am In So Many Aspects Of My Life. I Crave Stability And A Schedule And The Security That Comes Along With It.

In Hollywood, You Can't Say Anything Bad About Anybody Or Everyone Is Going To Attack You.

Even Having To Do The Amount Of Press That I Have To Do Is Dreadful And Gives Me So Much Anxiety. After Having Done This Whole Slew Of Press For 'big Love,' Now I'll Have Anxiety Dreams For Like A Week And A Half About All The Stupid Things I Said.

As Of Late, I Am More Of A Homebody. I Like Having People Over. You Can Smoke In The Apartment. I'm Just Not Into Going Out So Much. The Crowd Is Getting Younger And Younger.

My First Job Was In Sixth Grade, Sweeping The Clay Tennis Courts At The Yacht Club Near My House, Which I Was Not A Member Of. Always Had To Pay My Own Rent. But I Don't Really Have Any Concept Of How Money Works. I Don't Know How Much Things Cost. Like A Bmw. Or A Quart Of Milk. It's Embarrassing.