My Father Had To Go To Work,

I Always Felt Like I Was A Freak When I Was Growing Up And That There Was Something Wrong With Me Because I Couldn't Fit In Anywhere.

Bad Girl, Drunk By Six, Kissing Someone Else's Lips. Smoked To Many Cigarettes Today, I'm Not Happy When I Act This Way.

I've Gone From Having A Huge Fan Base To Losing A Huge Fan Base To Having A Kind Of Fluctuating Fan Base. I've Always Had A Core Of Fans Who've Stuck By Me But, Depending On The Kind Of Music I Do, I End Up Appealing To Certain Groups Of People And Alienating Others.

Hey, Wait A Minute, I Was A Spice Girl Once!

Britney Spears Became My Talisman. I Became Obsessed With Wearing Britney T-shirts. I Felt It Would Bring Me Luck. And It Did.