My Dad Liked How January Went With

If I Could Do One Thing Over I'd Have Been Nicer To My Parents.

I Think Men Are Still Attracted To What They've Always Found Attractive, Which Is A Woman Who Is Feminine, Soft, Real, And . . . Womanly.

Success For Me Is To Feel Happy - 80 Percent Of The Time. That's Been My Goal In Life. I Think That Comes From My Father. He's A Very Optimistic, Happy Person. I'm Not Quite Sure If I'll Ever Feel This, But I Want To Know How To Be Happy. I'm Happy When I'm At Work. I'm Happy When I'm With My Family Or My Dog. But There's Always That Feeling Of, I'm Not Satisfied. I Have That Thing In My Stomach Where I Just Need To Keep Striving For Things. In My Mind, I Want The Fairy Tale.

Am I Being Typecast As A Horrible Person? I Don't Know. I Don't Think So. But If It Happens, I'd Rather Get To Play That, Because There's Nothing Fun About Being Sweet. Sweet Can Be So Boring, So I'd Be Happy Staying Away From That.

I've Never Been Trained As An Actress, So It's All Instinct. I Just Let Myself Go Into This Kind Of A Free Fall. Sometimes I Feel Scared, Or Out Of My Element - Like Everyone Else Knows What They're Doing But Me. I Don't Know . . . Maybe I Function Well With Fear Or I Like To Be Faced With A Challenge . . . I Think I'm Just A Work In Progress.