It Sounds So Trite, But My Private

It Sounds So Trite, But My Private Life Is Mine.

In High School I Had Sex With Girls Quite A Few Times. They Were Straight Women Who I Convinced To Jump In The Sack With Me.

I Thought That If I Accomplished Enough, That Somehow I Would Be Let Off The Hook In The Future. Like I Didn’t Have To Keep Striving And Achieving Because I Had Done That Already, And It Would Add Up To Being Enough.

Even When I Took First Prize, Topped The Class, Won The Race, I Never Really Won Anything. I Was Merely Avoiding The Embarrassment Of Losing.

I Love Body Parts, Especially Hands.