I Wanted To Be Like My Friends.

I'm Going To Try To Pull A Natalie Portman. Natalie Went To Harvard While Shooting 'star Wars'. I Don't Know How She Did It. I Want To Have Lunch With Her And Ask Her - That Seems Like A Bunch Of Stress Right There.

I'm Really Nervous, Because It's Actually Happening. You Forget After A While When You Start Talking About Something That It's Actually Going To Happen.

But I Have To Tell You, I Get It All Day, Every Day, I'm Not Sexy Enough, Or I'm Not Cool Enough, Or If I Did This I Would Be Accepted. Let Me Tell You One Thing: The Sexiest Thing Is Class. I Promise You That Each And Every One Of You Is Made To Be Who You Are. That Is What's So Attractive And Beautiful. Please Don't Forget That, Even When It Gets Hard.

I Have To Admit, At First, It Was Really Overwhelming And I Would Get Stressed About Putting Things Together. Now, It's Like Trying To Figure Out A Puzzle Piece, And I Love That...there Are So Many Things That I Don't Even Know And Would Love To Discover More About. I Was So Upset I Had To Leave [europe] Before Paris Fashion Week, But Then I Was Like..."oh Wait, My Album Is Coming Out."

I Used To Say That I Wanted Someone Cute And Nice, An Actor Too, So He'd Get It. But Now I Think It Would Be Good For Me To Date Someone Who's Not In The Business.