I Never Felt Settled Or Calm. You

I See Myself As Mom First. I'm So Lucky To Have That Role In Life. The World Can Like Me, Hate Me Or Fall Apart Around Me And At Least I Wake Up With My Kids And I'm Happy.

When Other Little Girls Wanted To Be Ballet Dancers I Kind Of Wanted To Be A Vampire.

I Eat Steamed Sea Bass And Vegetables, And I Have No Sugar, And Only Drink Soy Milk.

I Had Never Held A Baby In My Life. I Was One Of Those Women - People Would Say, "do You Want To Hold My Baby?" And I Was Like "no ... "

I Went Through What I Imagine Thousands Of Other Women Have Felt. I Told Myself To Stay Calm, To Be Strong, And That I Had No Reason To Think I Wouldn't Live To See My Children Grow Up And To Meet My Grandchildren.