I'm One Of The Guys Who Wants

I Decided To Take God And Organized Religion Seriously, And To Reject The Secular Life Which In My Teens Had Looked Attractive Because It Allowed Me To Act In Any Way That I Wanted.

I Learned From My Adventist Upbringing That The Biggest Sins Were Sexual.

I Have Decided To Follow In My Sinful Ways, And Have Largely Abandoned The Increasingly Religious Life I Was Leading Over The Previous Months, Including Several Hours Of Talmudic Study A Day.

At The Time I Perceived Most Religious Men, Particularly The Pastors With All Their Talk About Love, Faith And Relationship, As Effeminate.

I've Often Thought That My Lack Of Intimacy With Those Around Me Is The Fault Of Those Around Me.