I'm Lost, But I'm Hopeful.

Why Are You So Petrified Of Silence, Here Can You Handle This? Did You Think About Your Bills, Your Ex, Your Deadlines Or When You Think You're Gonna Die? Or Did You Long For The Next Distraction.

I Rejected The God That Was Portrayed As Masculine And Judgmental And Cruel At Times. The Concept Of Us Bring Not Worthy To Receive Him Is Something I Used To Say Every Sunday In Church, And Eventually I Just Couldn't Say It With Any Conviction.

I Need To Be Performing. I Need To Be Acting. I Need To Be Designing A Condo And Ripping Down Walls And Buying New Plates And Looking At Fashion Magazines. There Always Has To Be Some Movement In The Artistic Department For Me To Not Get Really, Really Low.

I Was Born In '74, So I Missed Out On All The Great Early '60s And Early '70s.

I Hope That There Is A Very Confused 14 Year Old Girl Out There Who Hears Me Speak Or Hears Me Sing And Derives Some Sort Of Strength From That I Heard That When I Was 14 That's Exactly What Happened.