I Don't Think I'm Before My Time,

Don't Judge Yourself By Someone Else's Standards. You Will Always Lose

My Step-mom Would Tell Me That She Would Get Complaints From Adults That I Stared Too Much At Them.

I Created A Paradigm By Which I Could Succeed, And Up Until Recently It Was The Only Way I Could Do It. I Could Not Take The Brunt Of Standing In The Light Of My Own Work. There Was A Faustian Bargain I Could Not Make. I Could Have You Mock Me For Wearing Funny Clothes That I Could Deal With. But I Couldn't Deal With Actually Standing In The Light Of My Own Musical Power. That's The Difference Now. It's Like, Okay, No More Of That, You're Done.

What Most People Do Is Try To Find A Comfortable Persona That They're In Alignment With And The Public Likes And Appreciates Them For.

I Don't Have Any Sentimental Notion About How People Are Going To Remember Me.